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Existential Fears and Lingering Doubts

from Fat Drunk Sings Bible Songs by Gabe Schwartz

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Sometimes, when I'm alone, I assume everyone else got raptured. I can thank my religious upbringing for that low sense of self worth and fear of the future. This is me unpacking that and vomiting it on you, good listener.

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I've been scared of the rapture
As long as i can remember
When I'm all alone
And someone was just there
I never felt good enough
To belong an-y-where
I'm scared of the rapture
Or maybe what comes after

I hear the laughter
And talk of my failures
When I'm all alone
It's where my mind wanders
Doesn't matter if it's real
Always an im-po-ster
I hear the laughter
Even when it's not there

Existential fears
And lingering doubts
Color all my years
Make me forget about

How I belong

I don't fear the future
I don't fear an after
And I'm not alone
I've found a partner
I'm tuning out all the noise
And I be-long-right-here
I don't fear the future
I don't hear the laughter
Not scared of the rapture

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from Fat Drunk Sings Bible Songs, released May 23, 2023
Gabe played drums and bass and guitars and keys and sang and mixed and recorded and mastered

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Witness the sight of a middle-aged man trying hard to not seem like he's trying hard and spiraling in shame because of it. Drink in the self interest masquerading as self effacing in the midst of self serving self deprecation.
Gabe Schwartz is a nominal musician and songwriter. Possibly. He attempts these feats alone as testament to the great difficulty he has in interacting with others.
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